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mi feeling are contradictory now juz like wad sharon lim is. but nvm, it WILL be gone once i slp tonite or get busy starting from tml onwards! and come to think abt it, i belong to the grp of species whereby ppl don know wads running thru mi mind if i don say anything at all. serious. im straightforward when passing mi comments but when talking abt how i feel and all, im super indirect unless u're someone close to mi then i'll say everything out. yes, not even when i put mi msn nicks in tat way. they do not necessarily mean wad i realli feel/act/think. when ppl are distant from mi, they wont see their importance in mi life when in actual fact, they are significant. i don always act accordingly to wad i feel/think. tots run thru n fro in mi mind, but i mite not say them out, or even appear to have them running thru mi head. im tat complicated. but when u know mi well, juz one look at mi expression or juz one sentence from mi, u'll know wad im thinking. and yes, im tat simple. tats how contradictory i am.
